Thursday, March 4, 2010

53 Days Till I Do

Mar. 1st

12 Days!!

As if the first night of Cassie's 3 nights in Orlando away was going to be easy. I tell you tossing and turning in a king sized bed with cold sheets is recipe for no sleep. Moving around this morning and taking the boys to school was slow. I have been taking for granted the warmth, sweet smelling, and beautiful Cassie. I suppose I was just used to waking up and Cassie being next to me. I miss her dearly. I have been searching for the woman that I love for 27 years. Cassie is that woman. The phrase, "You never know what you have until you lose it." I won't lose Cassie but I do miss her more than ever. The boys are very smart and can tell that I am a little off. Dillon and Ethan tell me that Mom, Cassie, will be home before we know it. I just smiled and kept driving to the school. It's the greatest feeling in the world to have your children brighten your day. Their was a piece of me that was missing and Cassie and the boys are the missing piece.

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